I'm yelling for you to hear and waiting for your words

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i feel like i should post more then hannah...she doesnt post a lot but idk she seems to post enough.

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i went to the bookstore the other day and it was a total geek out moment for me (which apparently has been happening a lot more then i thought cause i told my mom that i was staying out late cause i was geeking out with some guys and she said that it happens a lot, well, anyways) Cause i like walked around the twilight section and went through the shirts...i controlled myself and didnt' buy anything (as much as i wanted a new manga to read) and walked over this like mega sale items cart. I looked through it and like there were twilight figures of edward and some of watchmen characters and yeah i was kinda thinking about it. It was starting to sound like a good deal...everything was at least 50% off. That never happens...So yeah, i was taking it serious. Then i decided against it. figured that action figures would be crossing a line that i shouldn't go back to. Then i saw it. The naruto watches. 75% off. They were like 1.50. Not the best but...it was digital...it was naruto...it was cheaper then the action figures.
So I got a watch.
Played with it and couldn't get it to work.
Went back a week later and got a different one...and erin's birthday present which is great (lol'ed in the store over it). Then i went to check out and the guy asked if i had a borders' rewards card. Of course I did (and my mom did). So then i gave him my email address. Of course he wouldn't know how to spell my email so i repeated it for him a-l-e-x-e-l-r-i-c-1-4 at yahoo.com...it came up and then he asked me the most unexpected question ever.
"Is that elric from edward elric?" and i sort of just paused for a moment, not expecting to be in this situation with someone just as geeky as me and just nodded. "Yeah...i'm a big fan..." I explained, not knowing what he'd think of it.
Surprisingly he was a huge fan too. He was hoping that my last name was the same as Edwards cause that would be awesome and I totally agreed with him. I'd marry anyone with the last name elric just to get the name elric.
We talked for a moment about old email addresses and how i needed to change mine...then he told me his and i told him it was better then the one i made when i was 12...he actually thought it was pretty cool as long as it was lol.
I guess he didn't really notice the naruto watch i was buying...alone...with a mystery box...
it was odd considering how old fullmetal alchemist was...and it wasn't seriously popular either...and it came out when i was in middle school so...yeah...at least 4 years ago...
crazy...
anyways, thats my story of the day...or the month....

http://www.tv.com/video/27287/Greys%20Anatomy%20-%20Jessica%20Capshaw%20Interview?o=tv&tag=vid_carousel;vid;1
arizona is just hot and amazing...
i've watched a lot of interviews with her and in each one the actress is just so real...or idk how to describe it, shes just that cool. A lot of people like her and her character and her relationship with callie... the other girl she dated wasn't all that hot and was a jerk to the other doctors but arizona is just so easy to relate to...

right now i'm in the middle of a conversation with ranada about grey's anotomy and arizona...its just funny cause its like her inner gay side coming out cause of grey's anotomy lol and idk if it really is or not but i'm glad she does like callie and arizona as a couple. they're hot. they're both cool characters. gay or not they both seem unique. or at least their relationship is unique.

then i just posted on hannah's blog about 30 years down the line...i have goals and ideas of what i want from life but thats just so far down the line. idk if i want to think about that so much. i'm kinda where i wanted to be 5 years ago...i entered high school wanting to do more engeering and computer stuff then art but idk...its working out...i never really wanted to be an artist so its kinda weird that i'm looking into art schools...*shrugs* if i can get into an university with my art then i could always switch my degree to something i'm more interested in. idk that might be why i'd rather join the military cause it would require me to do something other then art.

i don't know though...i kinda want kids and stuff more then anything 30 years from now. i'd be like older then my mom...and thats scary...

my brother was just talking to her about how when a girl gets knocked up, if the guy doesn't want it then he shouldn't have to take care or pay child support for it...and my mom and i are just thinking that hes crazy. i mean, its not fair for a girl to have to drop her life for a baby while the guy continues on with his. if it happened in high school then everyone would know that the baby was his...that would be one of those things that would get around faster then the flu.

....my mom is just hoping that he doesn't decide to do anything stupid with his penis anytime soon...